100 days

Here I am.
100 days without you. 💔

I share this to mark my journey.

The journey of becoming a widow to an amazing husband who has been promoted by God.

It happened in an instant. I think back on that day—all the moments leading up to it.
I didn’t know. You didn’t know. 
But God did. It was written in your book of life. 🕊️

God knew He would call you home to your eternal place that evening of July 19, 2025. 

And through these 100 days, God has been faithful.
He has been my strength, my comfort, my steady hand.
He continues to place people in my path to uplift me and reminds me that I am still held in the palm of His hand.

I’m learning that life didn’t end when you left—
it only turned a page to a new chapter in our story.
Learning to live without you is a constant reminder of your absence,
but your life was also our greatest blessing.

It’s hard.
I never imagined a life without you.
Learning to live each day—sometimes each moment—through my grief
has taken on a whole new meaning of acceptance and self-awareness.

But even here, in the ache, I trust His plan. 🕊️

“Be still, and know that I am God.” — Psalm 46:10